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Strictly Missionary (Simple Songs for Complicated Times)

by Emma Howett

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r1krover10008 Excellent album Difficult choose favourite but opening track Heaven and Heartbreak just shades it for the sense of the in-between/liminal /bardo in lyrics Favorite track: Heaven & Heartbreak.
Patched Up Parachutes
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Patched Up Parachutes Beautifully crafted stunning songs, laying bare the emotion of seemingly a 'hopeless romantic' kind of soul IMHO. Favorite track: Urgency.
tatetaylor
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tatetaylor I can't choose a favourite as it is such a great album. Sunday morning bliss!
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laurettaroper A thoughtful set of excellent tracks, acoustically delivered.
Most of the songs are my favourite!
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1.
I wake up in the morning before sunrise In the in-between Preserving in the seconds that it stays A most perplexing dream I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why I do stupid things So now I’ll just wait for your letter Or the phone to ring Can I stay in the space between heartbreak and hope And feast on these transient feelings? Can I shrug and pretend that my dreams are a joke In the hours between heaven and heartbreak I know that I’m a dreamer, classic Libra Wishing on a star But I’ll follow the romantic heart of mine No matter how bizarre I want to know the moments you are ugly In your comfort zone And hear what voice you’d use When you know that you’re alone Can I stay in the space between heartbreak and hope And feast on these transient feelings? Can I shrug and pretend that my dreams are a joke In the hours between heaven and heartbreak But you said if you can win Then anyone can do anything And I’ll take you at your word Can I stay in the space between heartbreak and hope And feast on these transient feelings? Can I shrug and pretend that my dreams are a joke In the hours between heaven and heartbreak In the hours between heaven and heartbreak
2.
If Id never met you what would I have to be sad about? Darling you can play some incredible games If Id never met you what would I have to be sad about? Darling you can play some incredible games Look at you Handsome It’s easy to see why you are stumped A puzzle By the poolside Bucks fizz, sunshine then buy me lunch I would take you almost anywhere You’re neat enough to fit inside my heart I would take you almost anywhere You’re near enough to fit inside my heart Come closer If Id never met you what would I have to be sad about? Darling you can play some incredible games If Id never met you what would I have to be sad about? Darling you can play some incredible games Sunglasses Sun cream And slip furious arms into a shirt Pull down my cap Hide my eyes I must protect myself from being burnt I would fly you almost anywhere To find a quiet spot beneath a palm I would fly you almost anywhere Sandy beaches, rum spilled, somewhere warm If Id never met you what would I have to be sad about? Darling you can play some incredible games If Id never met you what would I have to be sad about? Darling you can play some incredible games
3.
Urgency 04:14
meet me tonight, meet me wherever you like cos not knowing you is killing me slowly meet me tonight I’ll come to wherever you choose it’s nothing to you when i’ve got everything to lose i’d forgive you anything i’d forgive you anything and i would give you anything but now you’re killing me slowly meet me tonight, tell me if i’m right is this real electricity? if not i’m going crazy i wanna break you in two with how much i want you if love could be a lightning bolt i’d strike you down right where you stand I'd forgive you anything id forgive you anything i would give you anything but now you’re killing me slowly don’t you tell me those words mean nothing you crook your finger and i come running touch me softly, pull me aside I'll tell you truly you are always on my mind Whisper to me, if you feel lonely The worlds a movie for one day only be the reason I fall from the sky I’ll tell you truly, you are always on my mind I would give you anything I would give you anything I would give you anything
 But now you're killing me slowly
4.
Pretend Love 02:25
Pretend love got me overwhelmed Pretend love got me overwhelmed I want you Daybreak on your sandy isle Sunsoaked friend or shedding reptile? I want you I wanted to say so many things I wanted to say so much more Why not here and why not me? Intimidated by your history Why not me My feelings for you curve and warp What lovely creature came before With what backstory? I wanted to say so many things I wanted to say so much more
5.
4.20am 03:56
4.20 in the morning when I call to you I haven't been to bed yet I dont really know you In the blue light of the TV screen Im so glad that you're not asleep Sitting in your kitchen light Watching spiders late at night 4.50 in the morning When I call to you Running down in darkness I don't really know you Come meet me by the riverside We'll dance until the morning light I kiss you in the quiet dark Reciprocate and feel the spark 5.30 in the morning With your hand in mine Where the wild flowers grow I'm dressed for the night There's no questions to be asked How long will this moment last? Passers by who stop and talk It takes an hour just to walk August folding quickly As the weather cools Horse chestnut on the pavement We leave it on the wall And let mother nature do her work Open to love, open to hurt Where this goes no one can say We'll wake up on bank holiday
6.
Best Bitches 02:57
Esther She buys me cards And I stick them to my fridge She buys me so many cards I’m running out of magnets Night time when she closes the blinds Some times I transmit her QI But being so close to my friend And not just neighbour Neighbour Esther, you are beautiful Inside and out Your happiness is my happiness What did I do before I knew you? Esther you are beautiful 
Inside and out
 Your happiness is my happiness What did I do before I knew you? Hear our cultural exchange We’ll drink Kraken on the sofa And oh my god, she has the best taste I wont form a playlist without her But seriously, she listens to my problems And seriously lets take a stroll about it And what’s a crew without this best bitch? Nah There’s no doubt about it Esther, you are beautiful Inside and out Your happiness is my happiness What did I do before I knew you? Esther you are beautiful 
Inside and out
 Your happiness is my happiness What did I do before I knew you?
7.
January, like the last one Mild and grey in your Saturday skies A loop I walked back in times of hunger I feel us both waiting, much to my surprise Concrete and buildings dissolve and are replaced The peel of the paint and the dead crack of trees There’s a soul who engulfed me and never released me I see us up in the distance, and we’re both on our knees Walk on the bedrock, you are the foundations You are the blocks on which I built my home When I walk on the bedrock, and you walk beside me Do I just wish it, or am I never alone? Walking here in the shadow of spirits I would swear blind I saw you lean there On the concrete pillar of a night in the winter a glint in your eye and the smoke in your hair Free and easy, not like the present Difficult stories that never quite fade As leaves blow around me, sad daylight surrounds me The hint of your sweat on a hot summers day This is where life happened to me This is where I drank til i was sick this is where I chose white t shirts Blue jeans, blue jeans This is where I made my choices They might be dumb but they’re my choices and I’d do it I’d do it again to be with you And to do right by you Walk on the bedrock, you are the foundations You are the blocks on which I built my home When I walk on the bedrock, and you walk beside me Do I just wish it, or am I never alone?
8.
So you're bitter, or just don't care I am in a thousand pieces Crashing down an escalator Pushing a trolley So things here are not good Thought it was me that was callous, seems its him now And this is my life Things here are not good Doesn't mean they'd change for your face Seeing you so happy Why would I wanna do that? You say 'come on over' but I can't slide down that hill It's not that I would change things now But the thought of you and her Makes me ill So things here are not good Thought it was me that was callous, seems its him now And this is my life Things here are not good Doesn't mean they'd change for your face Seeing you so happy Why would I wanna do that?
9.
Quietly 03:25
You pull me closer towards you then push me away You stare me down like I’m something you want I can’t keep hoping for miracles from you I can’t keep hoping you’ll love me like I love you Quietly become something I’m used to Quietly you stop causing the rush Quietly you slip into the background Quietly it stops hurting so much Drifting in the same whirlpool we circle the drain And time has made up her mind, I can’t look at your face Sometimes late in the night my soul reaches for you Am I hoping you miss me like I miss you? Quietly become something I’m used to Quietly you stop causing the rush Quietly you slip into the background Quietly it stops hurting so much Back in the yard with your foot against the wall I can see you fold, over and over again Cars drive past, flash and puddle splash As you wait for it over and over again
10.
The day after the party Cleaning up the mess Green bin for the bottles Landfill for the rest And the nibbling of the fishes at the edges of your consciousness That was a night to remember What comes next?

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released May 19, 2023

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